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Mia Venus
I am a 17 year old inconsistent blogger, a frustrated writer, an aspiring photographer, and a trying hard artist
who is addicted to coffee.
I love the colors pink, baby blue and purple.
I'm obsessed with vintage effects on photos and stuffs as well. I am currently in my sophomore year in college. I am a future English teacher
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Depressing
Wednesday, 02-06-2010 at
10:41 |
Posted By: Mia | ♥
05 Comments
I just got home from school nearly an hour ago. We, at the college publication, had a meeting, and I was told a very shocking news that I would like to keep as a secret for the mean time. I’ll be blogging about that secret thinggy here in the future.
Anyway, as I said, I received a shocking news from our adviser and it shocked everyone who are present in the meeting. The shocking news was great, it was beyond what I was expecting, I am not ready for it though, but I am willing to give it a shot.
I know that everyone in the publication would have negative reactions about it, but I strongly believe that it is God’s will and a big opportunity for me to grab, hold and protect. I know the consequences too well, my friends and I might develop a big gap because of it and I am afraid for it to happen for they are really important to me.
Speaking of friendship… I know someone who worked his ass off for years in the publication and deserves the “shocking news” more than I do. Apparently, he was shocked negatively. I am willing to give up what was given to me, just for him… for I know he deserves it more than anyone else. I am glad to be given such opportunity, but perhaps this is not my time for it. Thanks for the windfall, but it is just not my time yet. God has a better plan for me, and that is what matters most.
Perhaps my father’s death is not the only depressing matter I am facing right now…
Mi Manchi Papà
Monday, 24-05-2010 at
12:27 |
Posted By: Mia | ♥
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I never knew that it is possible to love someone deeply even if you barely even know them… I was not ready to let him go. …
I made a new layout, which is obviously vintage inspired. I really love it. Anyway, I’m back in the blogosphere again, but I can’t promise to update often. I’m dealing with a lot of emotions these past few weeks, and it all started last May 3, 2010 when I found out that my papa died. I wasn’t expecting it to happen, but it did and I guess I have taken it deeply than I ever thought I would.
I never knew that it is possible to love someone deeply even if you barely even know them. I have only seen my papa twice in the last thirteen years, the first time was last June and the second was April 25, 2010. I was so happy when I saw him for the second time, not knowing that it would be the last. I was looking forward to spending more time with him, we had plans of making music together, writing more songs, poetries and taking photographs and most especially drinking a lot of coffee. But it will never happen, for just a week after that happy day he passed away.
My papa died happy though, but I was not ready to let him go. Every time I think or talk about him or listen to songs that would remind me of him, I could not help but cry. Sometimes I would drink more coffee to stay awake at night and keep myself busy with random things on my laptop just to divert my thoughts. But it never worked, at dawn I would lie in my bed and I could not help but think of him until I cry again… it’s hard, so hard. It’s harder than I thought it would be. I am thankful that I am quite a good actress because I could somehow hide what I truly feel.
I may be happy on the outside, but on the inside I am broken… I wish I could have one more day to spend with him… Mi manchi papà…
P.S.
I have written a short story about this particular matter. Read “Time to Say Adieu”
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