Pondering, wondering, thinking about many random things. Wanna’ know what's been going on in my head and heart again of late?Well my head and heart have (as always...LOL) been full to over flowing with thoughts, feelings, things wondered and prayed about, happenings of my daily life...so on and so forth. It seems that my time in here has decreased even more of late, and that frustrates me immensely! Yet, I shall snag a small moment in time, just for myself to sit, think, write, pour out of myself, and put into written word more of "my random thoughts", and ask my sweet Heavenly Father, once again to help me "think things through". He's really great at it!Things like....Question:How do all of those professional, wives and mothers, who work non-stop, how do they do it? How do they work 40 hours a week (or more), make their lives to "APPEAR" (lol...NOT) as if they keep everything in it's proper order and perspective at work and at home, cook, clean, laundry, and still have plenty of that oh so important family time, wife and hubby time, and even a wee bit of "me" time?Answer:If they are not keeping God first, family second, and work last, then all is not well in their lives. Of that I am sure.For me...I am sure of this! God is always first in all things, then my husband is second, my children are in next place, and everything else falls last.I am now working 40 hours a week, and I do so love my new job (even it has a few difficulties. Yet nothing compared to all other jobs I have done in years past), yet, that job (heaven sent though it is!) does not rule all of me. When I leave work....I LEAVE WORK! KWIM? But the difficulty comes in later. The fact that a majority of my day is now spent working a full time job, I MUST see to it that the time I have at home with my hubby, and for everyday chores, life, demands, and all the necessary things that need to be done, are done with a happy and joyful heart, making the most of every moment, accomplishing all I possibly can, and while the remainder of my failing energy for that day slowly leaves me, I enjoy all of what my evenings contain. Hubby, hearth and home are my *only* focus when I close the door behind me as I leave work. I am no super woman, so I lean heavily on my sweet Lord to help me through each day, help me to accomplish all my tasks, and be all I can be for my family. I know my husband is (as well as I am) most grateful to our precious Lord for having blessed me with just the right job for me, and the financial blessings to our family are a true gift from God. The heavy weight of finances can cause even the strongest of men or women to be negatively affected. This job I have been blessed with has greatly helped to remove many heavy financial burdens from my hubby (and I), but I think mostly from him. Men carry the heavy weights of provisions for their families far differently than does a woman, and that is how God made it to be. Yet, I am most grateful God has finally granted me the opportunity to have this job, at his time in my life!Next....Question:If I were to EVER be so blessed as to hire someone to help me clean my home (dreaming...I know....I know, this will probably NEVER get happen, but I do so love to dream about the "what if's"...LOL), who would I hire, and how do I learn to trust a possible stranger in my home?????Answer:Although I would dearly love to hire someone maybe 2 times a month to come and help me clean my home, I am just sure I could EVER trust anyone...alone in my home. KWIM? So I muddle though, do all I can, with just my hubby and I learning to do it all ourselves, on our own schedule.Now keeping in mind I was a professional housekeeper (ran my own business for a time...believe it or not!) for 12 years, I know *I* was a very "Trust worthy" housekeeper, yet I do not feel as though I would *EVER* be able to truly trust someone "unattended" in my home. Love it though I would, to be able to have a house keeper, I just know that from the many I met over the years, I know more often than not...they just plain ol' snoop in every drawer, cupboard, closet, bin and basket. This I could not tolerate...AT ALL! Snoops drive me nuts!!!!! Not to mention it is a complete invasion of privacy...I just can't have that!!!! I got enough of that from people I already know, who snoop into my personal life now!!!!!! So having a possible stranger in my home, thinking that they might snoop where it's not wanted...I'd rather live in a less that spotless home, and just take care of it myself as time allows! So that answers my own question huh? LOL!Well, time has come and gone once again, and now I must ready myself for anothers day at work.Thank you for taking time to share in my randomness of thoughts.I hope and pray your day is lovely and blessed by the Hand of God, and His Son Jesus Christ!What are some of YOUR RANDOM THOUGHTS???Wanna share some with me?? I'd love to read about some of them! Leave them as a "Comment", and maybe after I've gathered a few of everyone else's "Random Thoughts" I could do a post about them? What'cha think? I love the idea!Love & Prayers,RondaHave A Peachy Keen Day!